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1. I have read your book (Our Physics So Far) and would like to have a discussion with you on physics/metaphysics. Is it possible?

- Definitely yes! I am always looking for people to discuss physics/metaphysics with, regardless of whether you've read my book. Just drop me an email at arpand2004@gmail.com (preferably mention the gist of what you would like to say) and I will get back to you as soon as possible and then we can fix a date together to meet online.

 


2. Would you be interested in reading my research paper?

- I would recommend not sending your research paper to me (or anyone else unless you trust that person and they are qualified to give advice). You can dig up some good journals online and submit your paper there. 

3. What do you love the most about physics?

- When people listen to romantic songs (the ones in which the boy is hopelessly in love with the girl, but thinks he is not good enough for her), they usually think of their girlfriend or crush. I don't listen to such songs often, but when I do, I think of physics. Physics is my crush. Physics is my only weakness. I know I'm not good enough for her, she is way too great, but I still love her. I wasn't in love with physics from the beginning. This change came about when I realized I could never rest until I figured out how the universe works (I know I'll never be able to do that, but let's keep our dreams high). I mean, I didn't decide to do physics simply because I find it interesting, and I am curious about how the universe works. I was haunted by the universe and the complex phenomena around me, and I realized that I cannot rest if I am not at least trying to explore these questions and looking for answers. And in a way, physics is magic. You are trying very hard to answer a particular question, and then you have a fundamental insight that changes the entire worldview, answers a lot more than this particular question, and gives rise to a thousand new questions. This doesn't happen daily, but the fact that this has happened a few times, in my opinion, makes physics much, much more exciting than the best crime thriller out there. Speaking of crime thrillers, I think physics has a lot in common with crime thrillers. In the case of physics, God is the criminal, the crime being creating the universe. And the physicists are the investigators investigating this crime. Whether we are solving equations on paper or building telescopes to observe deep space, we are essentially investigating the universe (the crime scene). The crime, as I said, is creating the universe. The crime is manipulating a constant, stable and uniform state of existence to somehow set off a long series of events that led to the creation of the universe, and eventually life on Earth. This is a crime because this led to the creation of conscious beings (us) who don't have enough capacity to understand the mysteries of their origin and existence. Like a lock without a key; a problem without a solution. Physicists are essentially trying to build a key to open this lock and bring God to justice! Indeed, there is a great intellectual satisfaction in uncovering the secrets of the universe. We are playing with the mind of God.

 

When I learned that the inclusion of an extra, hidden dimension can account for electromagnetism in a world which is consistent with Einstein's general relativity, my mind was blown away. Such an ingenious way to unify gravity with electromagnetism. Both gravity and electromagnetism can be described by ripples in the fabric of a five-dimensional spacetime. Of course, we now know that these Kaluza-Klein theories are incorrect, but string theory attempts to unify the four forces using extra dimensions. The idea was very important. Then there's dark matter and dark energy. Black holes. These concepts are as fascinating to me as a Moriarty crime is to Sherlock Holmes. That's why I love physics: it's exciting, and it's totally worth it. And there's so much you can do with physics. So far I was talking about fundamental physics, but recently my interest has shifted to the physics of complex systems. My interest in physics increased manifold after I learned how we can use physics to model complex phenomena that we see in the world around us, study pattern formation and so much more. I recently published an article where I tried to model the emotional and relationship dynamics between two individuals using a system of coupled nonlinear differential equations. I also explored synchronization in a system of coupled oscillators and learned how to study biological phenomena, like cardiac contraction using these models. The principles of physics are applicable everywhere; you can use them to study wealth distribution in economies, population dynamics, how diseases spread, structure formation in the universe, possibly even human behavior. Do you need any further reasons to love physics? Well, I could list many, many more reasons, but let me stop here. 

 


4. Apart from physics, you say you’re also interested in neuroscience. Why did you choose physics over neuroscience? Also, how do you see the future of neuroscience?


- Well, I am definitely interested in neuroscience, although I don’t have much technical knowledge in this field. The main reason I chose physics over neuroscience is that I wanted to understand the nature of reality fundamentally, and although it's extremely difficult - if not impossible - to actually do that, I felt that studying physics principles would give me a better and more general understanding of the ultimate nature of reality than studying neuroscience. And I still wish to go into biophysics and maybe even consciousness research, which has got to do a lot with neuroscience as well as physics. And here’s my answer to your second question. Neuroscience will essentially progress in three directions in the future. First, it will help us to better understand the human brain, which can also help in the study of consciousness and Artificial Intelligence. Second, it will help us deal with neurological disorders. Third, neuroscience will help create a bridge between the human brain and machines, and one day, perhaps, between one brain and another. Understanding the brain will also help us to evolve new ways of learning. Maybe we will be able to download information directly to the brain! And much, much more. I think that in the future, science would be more and more interdisciplinary. To tackle the complex and relevant problems that confront humanity, we need proper collaboration between scientists from all fields of science. And the best thing about exploring your interests even if you might not pursue all of them professionally is that you often spot connections with your field of research and your understanding of both fields get enriched. 

5. What are your views on competition and collaboration?

- That's a complex and interesting question. Professionally, collaboration is essential for progress. However in my view, it is not as straightforward as it sounds. It is often said collaboration is more important than competition, but I think in general both are necessary to keep a check on the other and ensure steady progress. Competition is essential to a certain extent to prove your individual strengths. Strength does not oppose the idea of peace; strength is necessary to ensure peace. As for collaboration, a collaboration can be successful only if both parties take the collaboration seriously. If one party is not serious, then working individually is much more effective, and saves you much time and complications.
If one party is committed to a lot of things outside the collaboration project, or not as capable as the other of contributing, it is not a fair collaboration. Such "collaborations" sow the seeds of dissatisfaction. Enmity cannot always be kept at bay if we are together, often staying alone is the answer. So you should know where to draw the line and ensure your work does not become dependent on someone else's schedule in the name of "collaboration". Of course, having a collaborative mindset is important, but I think there are some important benefits of not jumping to every collaboration opportunity that comes your way, or at least drawing clear boundaries even when you are collaborating. In the same spirit, not every battle is worth fighting, even if you end up winning. It takes courage to turn your back on external validation from society; jumping into every battle to prove your worth is cowardice, not courage. We should always remember to preserve our individuality, and staying alone is a good way to do that. By "staying alone" I don't imply complete isolation from people, I mean avoiding forming mental attachments or biases toward people. Staying alone, I think, is the best way to know yourself as you are, and not turn into what others want you to become. Staying alone is the only way to protect your originality. I mean to sum up, we should neither compete nor collaborate with the wrong people. When it comes to collaboration versus competition, we should be diplomatic and balance both in the right way. Strange as it may sound, I often compare diplomacy to quantum mechanics! Diplomacy is important for all of us, in every sphere of life. And diplomacy is not about working toward a fixed goal. Since we cannot predict the moves of the other players in the game, in diplomacy all we can do is talk about the different possible outcomes corresponding to the different possible moves of the other players, and the probability of each outcome. This is exactly what we do in quantum mechanics: we talk about the possibilities and probabilities of each possibility, corresponding to a particular measurement performed on a quantum system. In general, diplomacy is about building a strategy that leaves you in a relatively better off position regardless of what moves your opponents make. 

6. What, according to you, is most important in life?


- Health and wealth. And success. I mean, success brings wealth, and the opposite might also be true to some extent. At one point of time, I used to think money was not important. There was something noble about not falling for money. But I’ve realized money is important. Financial security is important. I’ve seen many people (strangers, most of them) die because they did not have the money to undergo proper medical treatment. Lack of money prevents underprivileged children from getting a proper education and living a proper life. Now, some people will say happiness is most important in life. Yes, money can’t buy happiness, but having money means you’re likely to be happier, no point denying that. And I am here for a limited amount of time, and I must spend my time as happily as possible. Happiness is important to me. But happiness maybe is not the most important thing. Certain illusions can make us feel happy, but most of us are not content with illusions. We want to know the truth. And that's the whole point of science. I think the choice between truth and meaning is a very difficult choice for all of us. To me, life is our quest to find meaning in a world that is inherently meaningless. And if we seek meaning, we will find it, that's the way we are built. But if we seek truth, we will find that there is actually no meaning. Most people spend half their lives looking forward to something, and the other half realizing how pointless it really was. But some choose to walk a path others see as pointless - and spend the rest of their lives discovering truths about life and the universe that the others cannot even comprehend. Between truth and meaning, no choice is right or wrong; both the choices have their pros and cons, and it really depends on the individual. My father once told me that most people are content with looking at the skies from their windows, they want a roof above their heads so that they're safe from the sunlight and rain. Some people, however, care more about freedom. They want to fly freely like a bird and look at the sky close-up, even if that means getting burnt in sunlight or getting drenched in rain. That's the point. The truth is pretty simple to understand, that's not the difficult part. What's really difficult is to accept it and live with it. But there is also something beautiful about this truth. I think the quest for objective truth is much like grappling in the dark, with only occasional flashes of light. However, the glimpse of the deep and underlying pattern that even these rare flashes reveal make the quest worth it. Obviously, this is a quest that is never-ending, often frustrating and might alienate you from most people. But the reward is in the feeling that instead of other humans, you are in dialogue with the universe.

 

And apart from all that, personally for me, the most important thing in life has always been working on my ideas on my own, with the help of the internet. I would always prefer that over working on a narrow, technical and conventional topic under a supervisor. It has happened many times, I get a sudden idea that is unique, work on it and write a report, which often turns out to be more satisfactory and enriching than an official internship project. The reason my number of independent reports is more than official internship reports is that I want to know myself the way I am, and not the way someone wants me to be. If I'm honest, I've done some internships and fellowships just to get some experience and enhance my CV, and to get some official exposure to conventional research, but I don't like when people advise me - "Do this, do that" - in a way like they have it all figured out. That's not true research, that's not true exploration, that's just following routine standards like any other job. So yeah, I think it is very important to stop trying to fit in and take pride in standing out and living life your own way. Your individuality is something that nobody should be able to take away from you. It is what defines you. People don’t care about you, no matter whether you cry or you laugh. So it’s better to laugh and enjoy life your way than to be a crybaby and rely on the sympathy of other people. They don’t care either way. Let the world hate you, still keep doing what you love. That is most important in life.

 

7. I am a singer/songwriter/musician and I would like to collaborate with you (Arpan Amplified) on a track. Is it possible?


- Yes! I am open to collaborations (as long as it is a free collaboration), and if we do make a track together and I release it, I will always mention you as a featured artist. However, if you want me to help you with one of your releases, I am quite picky about that. I may agree, or I may not, depending on your material. But I won't say no to really good material. So feel free to contact me.


8. I have written an article which I wish to submit to the Journal of Young Physicists. Could you take a look at it before I submit, just to make sure everything's okay?

- No. I can't do that. Once you submit your article to our system, a member of our team will take a look and perform a plagiarism and AI check. If your article is alright, it will be accepted for review, and subsequently published if everything is okay.

9. Do you believe physics can explain consciousness?

- There are a lot of theories about consciousness and physics, and in general, I do believe physics, neuroscience and computer science can one day explain consciousness as an emergent property of physical matter. I think consciousness is an emergent property, it arises from the arrangement of and interaction between the physical matter that makes up the brain, and nobody purposefully arranged this matter in this way. It's just permutation and combination. All the possible combinations occurred, and by itself, this "magical" combination also occurred at one point of time. Although I call it "magical", I believe it is, in theory, possible to explain consciousness using the known (or not-yet-known) laws of physics. Deriving the properties of something as complex and sophisticated as consciousness from first principles would be practically impossible. We don't have the computational power to carry out a simulation of this magnitude. But all I am saying, it can be done in theory. I believe that consciousness (and everything, really) is subject to the laws of physics. However, sometimes I also consider the possibility that humans have no place within the laws of physics; consciousness could be totally random, just an accident of combination. Occasionally, physics would come up with models that simulate some aspects of consciousness, but I don't think we will understand the full thing like this. Even the laws of physics are not laws etched in eternity, they just describe the behavior of the universe well. And there is no single law describing every aspect of the universe yet. Even the law of increasing entropy, perhaps one of the most universal laws we have, is actually a statistical law. In the end, I see the universe as a system that evolves spontaneously, guided by some optimization principles, but not fully governed by them. We have to remember, the universe does not follow the laws of physics, the laws of physics only do a good job describing the behavior of the universe. The things that we do not understand are not necessarily "unknowns", some of them could be "unknowables" too.

10. What is something important that you've realized about yourself during your journey?

- In a single sentence? Although a particle cannot exert a force on itself, there's a person who changed my life, and that person is myself. This would probably be my greatest realization about myself. I am not saying I am proud of myself, but I acknowledge both my positives and negatives and am happy with myself the way I am. Allow me to elaborate a little more on my realizations about myself. I have hitherto not thought much about this, but a little thought revealed something interesting about this. I remember when I was a naive 15-year-old boy wondering about parapsychology, life and death after I survived a road accident, and then why and how I started exploring physics. The journey from that frightened 9th grader who spent his evenings on the roof trying to come up with better solutions to the EPR-paradox instead of studying what was in the curriculum, to this physics undergraduate and science enthusiast who has published a book and founded a physics journal… this journey hasn't been easy, although now when I look back down the memory lane, I acknowledge it could have been even more difficult. An important thing about myself that I’ve realized is that when doing science, I always put special emphasis on the quest to gain an understanding of the ultimate nature of reality; I mean, I try to always keep the big picture in mind and not get bogged down too much in the details. This would be evident from my writings. I don’t know whether this is a good strategy for success in academia - most likely it’s not - but that’s the way I am anyway. I am where I am today because I have always challenged the convention, at each and every step. I’ve faced many consequences due to this, of course, but I think, on the whole, things have mostly worked out the way I wanted. So anyway, I will always be true to myself, so that I can look my younger self in the eye and tell him: "See, I am still working on what you started five years back. I am no longer a high schooler, and even though things are more serious now that people are finally taking notice and raising their expectations, I still refuse to bow down to the system. I have not let you down. And I never will." And I’ve come too far down this road that I’ve carved out for myself anyway. I don’t regret it in the slightest, but it’s true that there’s no going back. At this point, I’m not even competing with the system. I see myself as my only competitor in the true sense. But yeah, above all, the best thing about this journey is that it has given a sense of purpose to my otherwise meaningless life, as well as moments of awe and wonder. And the worst part is the realization that my personal goal (exploring physics my own way) doesn't align with what society expects of me (becoming a conventional physicist). This just means my journey will be more difficult, but that doesn’t freak me out. I only feel bad about it because it means I'll have to work extra hard on the artificial problems created by society and as a result, I’ll have less time to devote to the actual learning, thinking, exploring and researching. Indeed, in today’s world of breakneck competition, I do sometimes feel like I’m losing sight of that ultimate goal that got me started down this path in the first place. The uncertainty in life is appealing, to some extent, but when it comes to the ultimate goal I’m pursuing, or my ideologies and principles, I could honestly do with a bit more certainty. It’s not like I’m not making progress, but am I growing inside? To be honest, I don’t even get enough time to ask this question to myself and reflect on it. And no point complaining, I’ve to accept it and move on. That’s the sad reality. I want to explore physics my own way, but society wants me to be a "physicist", in the most conventional sense of the word. At times, it indeed feels like I’m losing sight of the ultimate goal I’ve set for myself, and I can only hope that this is a temporary dip in the path leading to that goal and I still have enough energy left inside me to be able to rise up from this dip in due course of time. 

I have also realized that although I am very action oriented, I am not goal oriented in general. I often do things that take me far away from my primary goal. I just want to explore and keep exploring, even if it does not leave me with specific results. During an interview, I was once asked why I tend to work on broad questions spanning different areas of physics. The professor did indeed study my CV very carefully to realize this, and he pointed out that my independent as well as internship/dissertation projects mostly address broad topics in a novel way, are heavy on mathematics, but often lack specific results or simulations. The reason is simple: I believe now is the time to explore the connection between different branches of physics and also between physics and the other sciences. A fundamentally new insight, even if it is somewhat broad and speculative, is valuable to me. I figured out that during my PhD, I would not have the chance to explore as freely as now; I'd probably have to focus on a very narrow and conventional area of research then. As I always keep saying, for me it has always been less about becoming a physicist, and more about exploring physics my own way. Physics has a way of asserting the coherence of the universe and the logical continuity of our experiences, observations and theories across different scales. Physics, of course, just provides a general framework to study a wide class of phenomena. It is very important to remember that the universe doesn't "follow" the laws of physics. The apple doesn't fall due to Newton's law; the apple falls because this behavior is in sync with the way our universe evolves. That's the way our universe is. Newton's law just does a good job of describing this behavior. Much of physics is made up to make the math work out, but physics still is probably the only path that can not only be meaningful but can also take us as close to objective truth as possible. I find this even more surprising, since meaning and truth are often at odds with each other!

11. Just like you are trying to do something different in your life, there are many others who don't want to walk the conventional path as well. They want to do something big in life. Do you have any advice or suggestions for them?

- Well, I think it’s neither talent nor effort that separates a genius from an ordinary person. Rather, it’s the inherent dislike for whatever is conventional, and a reckless desire to explore the unknown even at the cost of failing. If you want to do something big in life, if you want to contribute really significantly to your field - beyond routine stuff - then I believe simply loving your field is not enough. Strange as it may sound, you also need to actively hate other activities, without projecting your views on anyone of course. Great people don’t become great because of a single choice; behind that choice is a conscious and complete sacrifice of all other possible choices. And first of all, we should understand that every success is built on hundreds of failures that are not publicized. I think it's very important to acknowledge the role played by the failures, and at times even take pride in failing. Failing gives you the opportunity for a comeback! Successful people are not successful just because of their talent or hard work. Rather, it's because they handled their failures well. I believe it's more important to teach children how to handle failures rather than how to become successful. Next, it might sound harsh but if you don't love what you're doing, you'll always find excuses to take short breaks from your work, and even if you are ahead of the curve and you think you deserve a short break, the duration of your short break is all your rivals need to outrun you. You must work as hard and as smart as you can, without collapsing. But there's no time for breaks. You must not stop. And yeah, you should not only move fast, but also choose the path that is best suited to you. Both hard work and smart work is necessary. And you shouldn't work hard and smart with the intention of getting the job done quickly so that you've more free time, you should work to get the best job done in the shortest possible time, so that you've time for more jobs. That should be the mindset. Just never stop and keep striking, simply because you love it! In football, playing striker is more difficult than playing defender. A defender has to face one striker at a time, and there are many defenders. A striker, on the other hand, has to face all the defenders at once. When a good striker strikes again and again, he slowly starts to overpower the defenders. As a defender, you are trying to stop someone from scoring, you are not yourself trying to score. Of course, no game of football can be played without the defenders. But in the game of life, offense is often the best defense. So, regardless of what position you play in football, or whether you play football at all, in the game of life you should develop the mindset of a striker. (In case you are wondering, I played defender in my school football team!) And finally, while it is good to have people who care about you and would unconditionally support you in times of need, it is also equally important to not become dependent on anyone in a way that you would be finished without them. Friends are like oxygen, yes. But remember that the higher you rise, the lower the oxygen concentration. In my experience, friends are like negative feedback amplifiers who will help you live a happy, stable life, but negative feedback never allows you to go beyond the saturation point. Haters and rivals, in my view, give you positive feedback (analogous to oscillators, if you know a bit of electronics). You do something great, they hate on you and push you to do something even greater, and as you keep outdoing yourself, they keep hating you even more, and this goes on. I won't say I chose the lonely path. When I was young, even I dreamt of being "accepted", of living a normal, happy life. But something about me - I don't know exactly what - always made (and makes) people alienate me. But today, I really don't care about fitting in the crowd anymore. Plus I'd prefer to live a memorable life full of ups and downs to an ordinary life. I want my work to have some real impact - no matter how little - on at least a few people. Because one day, our entire lives will flash like a movie before our eyes; and it is up to us to make sure it's worth watching.

12. Do you watch movies? Who’s your favorite hero and villain?


- Well, I don’t watch movies actually. I have watched some movies, of course, but you’d be surprised to know that the number of movies I’ve watched is likely less than twenty-five, and definitely less than, well, thirty. I’m pretty confident about that. But yeah, I used to enjoy the Harry Potter movies when I was younger (although the books were much better). I don’t have a favorite hero, really. I liked Dumbledore a lot at one point of time, especially for his quotes, but he was cunning and manipulative. I mean, he was working for the greater good, but most Potterheads wouldn’t call Dumbledore a "hero". I also find Grindelwald's character pretty interesting. And of course, Sherlock Holmes is also one of my favorite heroes, although I haven't watched any Holmes movies, I've just read the novels and stories. But I do have a favorite villain. Guess who? The Joker from The Dark Knight. I mean, I can really relate with this character called Joker. Indeed, all it takes to reduce the sanest man to madness is one bad day. The Joker in The Dark Knight makes a similar claim: "Madness… is like gravity. All it takes is a little push." We like to believe we are in control, but indeed, a little push in one of your neurons in your brain might completely change your identity. Sanity is like a pencil balanced on its tip; a little push in any direction will inevitably make way for madness. And even if it might be hard to accept, it is the truth. We humans have a habit of finding "meaningful" patterns in things that are actually meaningless, and ignoring the obvious truth dancing in front of our eyes (because it is hard to accept). When I was young, I always had a secret desire to become a mastermind criminal and take revenge on the world. I mean, this would be obvious to those who’ve read the lyrics of my song The World Versus Me. I admit it’s just a childhood fantasy. I don’t seriously consider becoming a criminal. But still, I find the Joker’s philosophy interesting. I mean, for one, Joker was somewhat of a nihilist. He wasn’t afraid to die, and although he says he just does things, he is actually extremely intelligent and plans his crimes beautifully and carries them out even more beautifully. And although he portrays himself as a lunatic, he actually has a deep understanding of human psychology. He’s able to manipulate people so easily. And he has realized the ultimate truth of society - people are only as good as the world allows them to be. He has realized that all these social norms and laws - which seem so obvious, right and fair - are actually anything but fair. We are all monsters, without the make-up. The Joker just wants to show us who we really are, and to show us the harsh reality we’ve been trying to ignore for so long. He was not an ordinary criminal driven by monetary goals. He was a seeker of truth and a social experimenter. I admit he went to great lengths to prove his point, without caring about morals or ethics. But in the end, the Joker was probably right. I mean, his views were impartial and logical. The most interesting aspect of the Joker is his desire to pave the way for chaos. I really love Joker’s act of calling himself "an agent of chaos". In fact, these are probably my favorite lines from The Dark Knight: "Introduce a little anarchy. Upset the established order. And everything becomes chaos. I’m an agent of chaos. Oh, and you know the thing about chaos? It's fair!" Nothing’s fair in today’s world. In the true sense, chaos is the only thing that’s fair. I am not talking about chaos theory. I am talking about real chaos. A state of complete disorder, from a physics viewpoint. Why do I call chaos fair? Because a state of complete disorder is supposed to be the same at each point in space and time. I mean, it's a complete disorder. It's not governed by any rule(s). You can’t distinguish a particular region or direction from another region or direction in space, and in its entirety it doesn’t change with time as well. If you could distinguish this state in space or over time, the implication would be that there was some order, some rule(s) giving rise to the difference. And the problem with order and rules is that they don’t treat every point in space and time equally, which isn’t fair, and hence the difference. Of course, in the context of space and time, there’s nothing "fair" or "unfair". In the context of society, well, chaos would mean some sort of anarchy. Yeah, it’s fair. Because everything is in a state of disorder. It treats everyone equally, regardless of their background or status. Order, on the other hand, implies someone or something is in control. The rules always favor the ones who made the rules. Now The Dark Knight is just a movie, and most of us don’t really want anarchy. But I love the concept. I also agree with the idea that there are two ways to think about your life: a tragedy or a comedy. And I think the latter is probably the better option. I mean, when you think deeply about it, there is something similar about tragedy and comedy. And that life is a tragedy is probably true and appealing. But there’s hardly anything you can do thinking life’s a tragedy. On the other hand, if you accept that life is a comedy show and you’re a joker, you transcend all rules and ethics, and explore life your own way: you become the joker, and life the biggest joke.

13. I would like to join the Journal of Young Physicists as a contributor/editor. How to do it? 


- We are looking for contributors and editors, especially contributors. As a contributor, all you need to do is write short physics articles for us. Not too many. You just need to contribute a few hours per month. Or less, depending on your other commitments. You can click here for more information.
 

14. Why did you think founding the Journal of Young Physicists is important? Also, what advice would you give to the youth regarding founding an organization?

- Well, as I have said many times, the primary purpose of the JYP is to provide a platform for young students to publish their physics articles. Yeah, there already exist many such platforms, which are probably way better than the JYP. But I wanted to create a journal for young students dedicated specifically to physics and so I did. The JYP is also different from other journals for young students in some other respects, like its commitment to never charge authors for publication, and yet offer a quick and smooth review process. Also, the JYP is often more considerate to articles written by young students that are unique and interesting, but might not be considered fit for publication by most other journals for various reasons. The JYP is all about maintaining a balance between posting accurate and relevant content, and at the same time encouraging young students to write physics articles (which means not rejecting articles unless absolutely necessary). The JYP is committed to popularizing physics and fostering the growth of young physicists. I think science popularization is very important. If you really want to solve a problem for the sake of knowing the answer, and not for the sake of getting credited as the one who solved the problem, you should not only work hard on the problem yourself, but also try to spread awareness about and get more people interested in the problem; the more the number of people working on the problem from different perspectives, the more the chances of it getting solved increases. That’s why I think science popularization is important. Even beyond the JYP, I devote a significant amount of my time toward writing articles and creating YouTube videos about science for the general audience. It is, however, always important to popularize science in the right way. While simplifying a difficult concept and using analogies is okay, the concept must not be presented to the general audience in a way that is misleading; because it is much more difficult to unlearn a wrong idea than to learn something difficult from scratch. 

 

About the second question, well, I'm really not the right person for such kind of advice. The JYP was a sudden and crazy idea. It paid off, but that is because of the support I received from the team, the contributors and the readers. Yes, there were many who criticized my decision to create the JYP, and initially I received a lot of hate mail and stuff like that. But I just ignored all of that. So yeah, the advice I would like to give to the youth is this: no matter what, follow your passion, have patience and never give up on your dreams. In the initial days of the JYP, I literally had to beg people to write and submit articles to keep the blog going, and today, even after rejecting a couple of articles, we have so many pending articles to review and publish. So if you have a dream that is meaningful to you, even if it might not seem feasible, you should work on it. You may decide to push your ideas and dreams to the back of your mind and focus on establishing yourself first, so that you can come back to your dream sometime in the future. However, ideas and dreams fade away if they are not seriously nurtured. This would be my justification for publishing a popular science book on physics (Our Physics So Far) and founding an organization where students from all over the world can submit their physics articles for review and publication (The Journal of Young Physicists), all while I was still a high school student. All I want to say is, never give up on your dreams.

15. Could you share some advice for aspiring researchers?

- Start with any question, however stupid it may sound, and keep asking why. This will lead you down a beautiful path, unless you reach a "why" that very few have dared to ask, and the answer to which is not known. Make a list of such questions, and then start looking up available material related to that on the Internet. Literature review is a very important step. And also reach out to people who work in that area. Not everyone will reply or be super helpful, but it is always a good idea to email people, attend conferences etc. So these are some general points, but now let me share four particular advice, based on my little experience, for young students considering a career in scientific research. First, choose your question wisely. Assuming you are a beginner, don't choose a question that is too fundamental, even if the sound of it interests you. Choose a well-defined question that aligns with your interest and expertise and that you are likely to make significant progress on. Second, learn to live with frustration. The transition from high-school (or even undergraduate) education to research is difficult. In research, if you are stuck at some point, it's unlikely that you will find the answer easily in a textbook or on the Internet. Maybe even your supervisor hasn't got a clue. It might get really frustrating, but the sooner you learn to live with this and keep going, the better. For beginners, the best you can do is randomly choose an approach and see where that takes you. If you end up at some solution, great. If not, you still learn a lot on the way and at least you can rule out that approach once and for all. As you become more and more experienced, you can intuitively choose an approach that is very likely to be the correct one. Third, start as early as possible and try to explore a wide range of topics. Starting early gives you more time, and you can afford to make more mistakes. And initially, it's a good idea to keep your options open. You may feel like you want to do research on some particular topic and nothing else, but unless you have explored everything at a sufficiently deep level, you are not in a position to make an unbiased choice. Plus, if your fascination with a particular topic comes from watching documentaries and sci-fi movies, or reading popular science books, then it is possible that after learning the topic in some depth, you lose interest in it because it turns out to be much more challenging and much less exciting than you thought. At this point, if you have previously explored other alternatives, you at least have a plan B. And fourth, talk to researchers in your field. Reach out to them and exchange ideas with them. Often you are stuck in your approach, and a good chat with someone working on a similar problem might reveal a unique perspective. And since most modern scientific research projects involve scientists from various fields, a collaborative mindset is important for a successful career in research. Apart from all that, I think the rest comes with experience. You just need to be patient and consistent.

16. Are you a nihilist? Do you believe in God?

- Well, I do consider myself a nihilist. I mean, as I've probably mentioned earlier in some of my writings or videos, I just believe there is no inherent meaning in life, and this only increases my urge to live my life in a way that is meaningful to me. I also believe that some features of the universe are the way they are because of chance, and not due to some divine reason. That's all. I mean, I find nihilism - at least certain forms of nihilism - to be scientific and logical. Contrary to common misconception, nihilism is not about being pessimistic, it is about being realistic. Let me try to briefly illustrate the difference between optimism, pessimism and nihilism. Consider a sinusoidal wave. The positive portion or peaks (the part lying above the horizontal axis) correspond to optimism and the negative portion correspond to pessimism. The similarity between these two ways of viewing the world is that in both the cases, you believe that both good and bad exists. Optimists would say most of the world is good and some part of it is bad. Pessimists would say the opposite. Nihilists would say that there is no good or bad. Concepts like "good" and "bad" don't exist objectively. Think of it as a straight line (no sine or cosine wave). Another illustration: Say you have a glass half full of water. Optimists will say it is half full, pessimists will say it is half empty. Nihilists will say who cares? So nihilism promotes an unbiased and impartial view of the world. I have often been asked whether I believe there is a bigger purpose to everything. Well, let's start with physics. In a way, physics creates goals. There are two equivalent ways of describing physical laws: either as the past causing the future, or as the universe trying to optimize something (second law of thermodynamics maximizes entropy, moving objects minimize action etc). The universe evolves according to these physical laws, forming self-organizing systems that are increasingly complex. Then we have biology, where the goal becomes evolution. With increasing complexity, self-organization gives way to self-replication, and different life-forms start to evolve according to Darwinian evolution (natural selection). At this level, the immediate goal for these life-forms is self-replication. Then we have psychology, which is about self-realization and the mastery of goals. When life-forms become intelligent enough to figure out the genetic goal of self-replication, they learn to defy it within their limits. Although we - currently the most complex life-form on Earth - know that the biological goal is self-replication, we form and prioritize our own personal goals in life. Then we have engineering, which is concerned with self-upgradation through the hacking of goals. When our personal goals become so complex that they can’t be achieved just through self-reflection, we think about ways to break free of our limits. We engineer smart machines and programs that can help us achieve bigger goals. Ultimately, we aim to hack our biological systems using computer science and engineering in order to upgrade ourselves, and possibly achieve digital immortality. Finally, we have to come back to nihilism, which is concerned with the destruction of goals. Even though we have this notion that we are superior to machines, ultimately we ourselves are machines, our consciousness being a dream of this machine. Once we realize this, our notion of “self” gets destroyed (self-destruction). In the end, we are meaningless, and so are all the goals discussed above. There is no objectively meaningful goal in the universe. Even the goals of physics are ultimately meaningless. The universe, for instance, doesn’t really evolve with the goal of maximizing entropy, that’s just the way the universe is. There is no objective or inherent purpose behind the workings of the universe. There’s no place for fundamentally goal-oriented behavior in nihilism. That's the view I am currently most comfortable with.

 

As for the second question, well, I would say I am an agnostic, and I also consider spending too much time on the question "Does God exist?" a waste of time. It's not a productive use of our time, because the question is not a scientific question. In general, I believe that we don't need to invoke God to explain the universe. Either we will understand it fully in the course of time, or at least we will understand the fundamental principles on which it is based, even if we can't calculate every detail and every feature of it from this knowledge, or maybe there will always be some questions we won't ever be able to answer. It's foolish to assume that we can understand everything about the vast universe, although we have uncovered quite a lot. But I don't think it is a good idea to leave whatever we can't explain to God. It's better to just accept that we can't know everything. 

17. Based on your experience, what do you think is the best way to increase the productivity of a team?

- I have only been part of teams consisting of students or young people, and our work has mostly been out of passion, and not driven by profits. So I do not know enough about this to give a meaningful answer, but I can share two insights from my little experience. First, in my experience and contrary to common perception, the more diverse and remote a team is, less is the friction and ego clash in the team. I have worked remotely with teams that consist of people from different countries, ages and backgrounds from around the world. Most of us have not even seen each other in person. But despite slow progress at times, there is mutual respect and a passion to work. Issues arise from time to time, but they are mostly due to negligence or technical issues, not created problems by people in authority who vent their frustration through ego. On the other hand, in my school and college, although we know each other, see each other daily and there is little difference in age, demographics and our subject of study, this happens all the time. I think this strengthens my argument that emotion does not support real work or progress. From a neuroscience perspective, if you work in a team where you see each other daily, and there's this peer pressure and unhealthy competition, it is not surprising that more emotions will be invoked in your mind. Some of these are downright negative emotions like hatred, jealousy and others are more dangerous emotions like attachment. 

The second insight is that there are two basic reward-punishment systems that can be followed in a team. First, one in which the people who put in extra effort and achieve something excellent are rewarded while the people putting in average effort are neither rewarded nor punished. And in the second system, the people who put in average effort are punished (not severely, though) while the people who work extra hard and achieve something great are neither rewarded nor punished. If asked which of these is the better system, in general, most people would probably choose the first. However, in some cases, the second one might actually work better than the first. In the first system, you are rewarding the excellent people and leaving the average people to themselves, in the hope that the average people get inspired to work harder. Except that rarely happens. What is more likely to happen is that the average people will get jealous and try to pull down the excellent people instead of trying to push themselves up. Unless they are forced to push themselves up, they won't. In the second system, people are forced to become excellent, since otherwise they will be penalized. If you are punishing the average people and neither rewarding nor punishing the excellent people, this indicates that excellence is the standard in your team. Not only the team's productivity, but also the people's individual productivities will increase in this system. However, this should not be done unethically and indiscriminately, above all team members and employees must be treated like humans.

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18. Have you ever regretted any decision of yours? How do you deal with regret?

- Yes, I have made many wrong decisions throughout the course of my life, and I do regret that. But I try not to focus too much on it. Humans make mistakes. The person you put your faith in may betray you any day, the choice you impulsively made may prove to be the wrong choice and so on. But whenever I feel regret, I convince myself that it could have been worse, and I have learned from my mistakes, these experiences have toughened me up and I am now better equipped to face the world. We should always move on. I feel like we should avoid doing things we once used to enjoy and trying to relive the old days, this makes us weak. I know it might feel weirdly satisfying, but the best thing to do is to constantly seek new experiences and move on, and not go back to the experiences we had during some good period of our life we can't get back. Why seek out pain? Trust me, life has enough pain in store for you. Just keep moving. It is okay to help people, but always in a way that does not compromise your position. Most people out there are ready to exploit you for their benefit, so don't help people just because you can, and just because it makes you a "hero". I have made this mistake a few times, but I have learned from it. None of the ungrateful people I once helped are really doing better than me in life, and as I said, I kept telling myself that it could have been worse, until I realized it couldn't anymore. That's when I decided not to sit idle and convince myself anymore, but to get up and actually work hard and make it even better. By that I mean putting even more  distance between myself and the ones who tried to exploit me, and reaching heights they can't even dream of. I think it's okay to feel regret at times, we all do. And there's no point denying that dark days await all of us. But the best we can do is learn from our mistakes and have faith. Things will either work out in our favor or we will learn to live in unfavorable conditions. Even if the clouds don't pass, the Sun would definitely shine brighter. That’s what I’d say to my younger self if I could go back in time. But I prefer that he, I mean I, realized it the hard way.

19. How do you manage to do so much at once? Could you share any tips on time management?


- It seems like I’m doing a lot of stuff, but in reality it’s not much. And to be honest, I am probably the last person you should turn to if you want advice on time management. I procrastinate a lot, and sometimes I’m extremely lazy and unproductive. But yeah, once an idea comes to my mind, I start working on it day and night. If the idea gives me a sense of purpose, I’m unstoppable. I work like anything. So it’s not really time management. I don’t do all these parallelly. I get these sudden bursts of motivation. Recently I have been trying to do stuff in a more organized fashion and manage my time better. That’s important, that definitely is. And sometimes, it is also important to remember that it's okay to jump to conclusions to get things done, even if you don't know the right course of action. Just do something and if things go wrong set them right along the way. That saves time, and life is too short to strive for perfection. 

 

20. Who inspires you the most and why?

- A lot of people inspire me, but I have always made it a point not to put my faith on a person, no matter how well-known and respected that person might be. I mostly draw my inspiration from physics and the universe. But there are two persons who have always inspired me: my father and my mother. I know all of us respect (or are supposed to respect) our parents, but that's not the reason I mention my parents. The bonding between me and my parents, and their qualities have always meant so much to me. I love their kindness and simplicity, I revere their intelligence and reasoning, and above all I respect their honesty and struggle in life. My father didn't get justice in his life. He was wronged many times in many ways. But he refused to bow down to corruption, finally resigning as the principal of his college and starting his own small institution. Of course, almost everyone looked down on him and nobody supported this decision at that time. But today, he is at a much better place compared to where he would have been had he not resigned. And above all, this way he can work independently and do things his own way. And every time I hear his students speak about how he is not only a great teacher of economics (that's his subject), but also a great mentor and teacher of life, I am filled with pride. So yeah, society has tried to break him down time and again, but he has always managed to remain standing with his head held high. And he never thought of giving up, not once. As for my mother, she is the silent warrior who has always understood and supported both me and my father, corrected me when I was wrong as well as stood by my side when the world was against me, and quietly taken the right decisions at the right time. If my parents had not supported the unconventional decisions I took in the last few years and allowed me to grow up my own way, I would not be able to do half of what I have done, and be the reason for the smile on their faces.​

21. What are your views on the future of physics? Also, any advice to someone who is learning physics?

- Well, progress in fundamental physics has lately been very slow. Let us think about the progress in the field of physics in the early 20th century and the early 21st century. In 1900, physicists were scratching their heads over blackbody radiation and ether. By 1925, we had discovered the general theory of relativity and much of quantum mechanics. In comparison, there has been no significant progress in the fundamental sciences between 2000 and 2025. But of course, overall we have made remarkable progress in complex systems research, active matter physics, biophysics, medical physics and other interdisciplinary areas. In fundamental physics research however, for the last few decades we have been engaged in a seemingly futile battle to unify the general relativistic description of gravity with the other three forces of Nature, described by quantum field theory. There have been numerous theories like string theory and loop quantum gravity. However, so far none of these theories have been able to satisfactorily answer all questions or garner enough experimental support to be taken seriously as a scientific theory. Although progress in theoretical physics has stalled in the last few decades, I don’t think that’s because today’s physicists are dumb, it might be because we are reaching the edge of knowledge. The more we progress, the more difficult it becomes to make further progress. But I find the idea that humanity might be at the edge of knowledge incredibly exciting! Also personally I think exploring the link between fundamental physics and the physics of complex systems is also very important. I mean, quantum mechanics treats time as an external parameter, and there is no arrow of time within the laws of quantum mechanics. However in the macroscopic world, there clearly is an arrow of time, and we don't know its origins satisfactorily. As a physicist, connecting the dots between the different branches of physics, and other sciences, is very important. After a certain point, I think we would really start to see the interconnectedness if it all, and everything would fall into place. That's the beauty of science. Overall I am very optimistic about the future of physics, and the future of science in general. I think there should be better communication between theory and experiment. Interpreting the results of experiments is as important as devising new and feasible experiments to test theoretical predictions. Let's say we have a hypothesis that says "Arpan is a physics student". We perform an experiment to test this hypothesis, and the results of the experiment say that "Arpan is not a chemistry student". From this, we obviously can't conclude that our hypothesis is true. So yeah, these are very basic stuff, but we should always be careful. And the future of physics? That could definitely be exciting - but only if we make it so!

Now let's come to the second part of the question. So according to me, there are four levels of understanding. Level 1 is "What?" - which is concerned with superficial description of phenomena. To achieve this level of understanding, proper and focused reading is sufficient. Level 2 is "How?" - which is concerned with description of phenomena in terms of known and fundamental ideas. Achieving this level of understanding requires further and more advanced reading. Level 3 is "Why?" - which is concerned with explanation of phenomena in a broader perspective. Achieving this level of understanding requires deep and independent thinking, in addition to reading and also talking to experts. Level 4 is "Why not?" - which is concerned with the exploration of alternative explanations, and asking why an explanation works and another one does not. This is, in my view, the highest level of understanding that can be achieved, and requires very deep thinking in an entirely new way. So if you wish to study and contribute significantly to fundamental physics, you must aim for Level 4 understanding of the subject. Another important point is that much of what physicists essentially do is tweak the parameters in their theories and kind of make things up to somehow match observations of physical phenomena. This is a reality check that many physicists and physics students need. In addition to learning the technicalities of our field, I think it's really important to sometimes pause and remind ourselves of the philosophy behind the approach we usually follow (without even realizing it) when doing physics, and question whether this is the only (or the best) way to the truth. We need to ask ourselves whether we want to be mere physicists or seekers of truth? And if we choose the latter path, are we really willing to challenge the status quo and approach physics in an entirely new way? Before asking how to learn physics, I think students should ask themselves why they want to learn physics in the first place. Ask yourself, what's the purpose of studying physics, or science? For me, the answer is to contribute toward humanity's timeless quest of understanding the universe. But if your approach to science is conventional and exam-centric, although you're probably safe in this system, it defeats the very purpose of science. If you want to stay on the land, then why board an airplane? Why study science? An airplane is safe at the airport, but it was built to be in the clouds, that's where it really belongs. In other words, we should do science to know, not to show. A weathered aircraft flying high up in the sky is way better than a shiny aircraft parked forever in the airport hangars. Be a warrior, not a showpiece. I think it's logically way more important to explore and learn science your own way and do your part in figuring out the grand design, instead of directing all of your efforts toward conforming by the system and getting a shiny scorecard at the end of your degree. It is not as easy as it sounds, but in the end, you will be remembered for what you did differently, not for your grades. Also, one small piece of advice to physics students: Never get overwhelmed by the apparent complexity of the subject, try to find underlying patterns instead. For instance, a very good way of studying the evolution of complex systems is to look at the subtle interplay between the systems' energy, entropy and symmetry. These are extremely important players and studying how these parameters are related to one another provides us with new insights into the workings of the universe. It is always a good idea to try to find such general patterns in whatever you are studying, and try to find analogies with other fields. One of the most useful analogies for me, personally, is the analogy between a group of humans and a box of gas particles! Even though this is a very rough analogy, we can analyze human behavior from a very different and interesting perspective using this analogy. And yes, if you have decided on pursuing a physics degree, probably the most important piece of advice I can offer you is learn not to be a perfectionist and don't burn yourself out. But at the same time, physics courses are difficult and demand hard work and consistency more than anything else. And the best thing about hard work is that anybody can choose to work hard. Nobody is made for physics, and nobody is not made for physics either. Remember, at times you must choose to be the machine that goes through the formal training before you are ready to be the magician. The magic dazzles, but the machine delivers - behind every magic is discipline grinding in silence.
 

22. What do you think about the human future?

- I think the future is exciting and has lots of wonder in store for us. At this point of time, we may have more in common with our ancestors than our descendants. However, it seems to me that the future is, at the same time, uncertain and frightening. Well, it has always been so. Population growth, climate change, nuclear wars, pandemics, these are serious issues. And there is one more aspect of the future which is frightening. We are becoming more and more dependent on computers, the Internet and Artificial Intelligence. The companies which manage them have a great amount of control over the information we have access to, and over our personal information. Don't get me wrong, I think the Internet is probably more of a boon than a curse, and if we can filter out the junk on the Internet, the Internet can be a great source of information. And it has also revolutionized the way we communicate. It has made communication easier; it has made researching easier. But we can't completely ignore the downs. We have no way to know what is actually going on, the information we have access to is biased. This reminds me of a story I read when I was young. In the story, a top-secret organization injects a substance in all new-born babies to make them lose the tendency and mentality to rebel against authority. This makes it easy for the organization to control the world. And if these companies get the power to unconsciously control your thoughts (which is still a very far-fetched and nearly impossible idea), they will basically do anything with you. One thing to note is that big companies create an illusion of choice which makes us (consumers) feel powerful. For instance, there are many companies offering a particular product, and we feel it is in our power to choose from them. So the companies are competing to sell their products to us. While this is true to some extent, it is also true that in many cases, if you trace the companies back to their origins, you will see that the real power is concentrated in very few hands. And they care mainly about profit, not improving the quality of life. Basically, almost everyone around you is trying to make money off you by stimulating your brain to experience certain emotions. And the irony is that they do this to stimulate similar emotions in their own brains. That's deep. Think about it. So anyway, coming back to the question of the human future, well climate change, the prospect of nuclear wars and pandemics - these are not good things. But we have survived worse situations, so I think the human race will not go completely extinct in the near future, provided there is no cosmic catastrophe, which is beyond our hands. Well even apart from that, there are things to worry about. Sometimes I think, much like the inevitable increase in the entropy of the universe, human civilization is heading toward a collapse, and this is inevitable. I mean, I feel like we’re not just lost, but we’re moving with conviction in the wrong direction, farther from truth. It is not only about forgetting how to think for ourselves or getting overly dependent on AI and all that, it's also about the way we seem to be thinking collectively. I wonder, if I were to define a system consisting of billions of humans, defining each human with the usual evolutionary traits and make place for some randomness, and then simulate it from a simple starting point, will we, as a civilization, ultimately end up at a better position in any of the simulations? I'm skeptical. Because only complete disorder (maximum entropy) is stable. Any system created with the intention of enforcing law and order will inevitably collapse, sooner or later. Of course, I don't imply that law and order (or whatever is left of it) should be abolished. Then there is the question of Artificial Intelligence. The greatest fear I have about AI is if it someday makes immortality possible in practice. I know that is scientifically a very far-fetched idea and will only be realizable if we are able to not only build an artificial brain with billions of connections arranged in the precise right way, but also simulate it in the perfect manner (say, using electrical impulses). But if one day it becomes possible to achieve digital immortality, then the rich people will have access to this technology and the poor people will not. That is the worst that can happen to humankind. Even today, money can buy almost everything except death. All of us are subject to death, rich or poor. I view death as this great and unstoppable force that ensures there is some amount of justice in the world, no matter what. So it would be extremely, extremely unfair if one day money can even evade death, I'd personally prefer complete destruction of humankind to such a future. I think AI has the potential to make this job of building a digital consciousness easier, assuming it is possible. But I cannot ignore the positives of AI. I mean, beyond making life easier for us. In fact I sometimes feel that a society run by AI could, in some aspects, be better than the present human-run society. I mean, we have had our chance; we should as well give AI a chance. And AI is capable of doing stuff we humans find difficult, and we can easily do stuff that the AI finds difficult, so we, together with AI, can probably work wonders. Yes, AI poses a threat to us humans. But I think that’s not the biggest problem right now. The problem is that everything about AI is controlled by a few powerful people and top companies. The poor and underprivileged people are not really benefited by AI. We need to ensure equal access to technology, and strive to build a world where power is not concentrated in just a few hands. Also, in my experience, today's generation has this habit of escaping from the real problems by creating big drama out of perfectly ordinary stuff, and justifying every action in the name of "self-respect" (which is really ego) and sometimes "mental health". I am not saying mental health is not important, but it is outrageous if someone uses this as an excuse to justify their conscious actions. I think in the name of individual freedom and rights, we have actually played with the long-term freedom of our civilization as a whole. I am not really free if my freedom is at the cost of someone else's freedom, and as a whole we are not free either. The least we can do is sometimes disregard our ego; that does not show our weakness, rather the breadth of our perspective. So yeah, coming back to the overall human future, I think it's very important to consider the ethical aspect of whatever we are developing, and learn not just to build, but to control it. The days when we could have rubbed stones against one another and created fire are over, we are dealing with stuff that's so complex and dangerous today, that we cannot simply play with science and technology like curious children anymore; we have to act like mature adults. At the same time, the way things are progressing and given humanity's resilience and what we have dealt with in the past, I think if we can tip the balance in our favour we're in for something great! As I keep saying, the future could be exciting, only if we make it so!

23. You have revealed that you have dealt with mental health issues like anxiety and depression. And you have also claimed that you’ve successfully overcome these issues and are better now. What’s your advice to other people who find themselves in a similar situation?


- What I’ve learned from my experience is this: Whenever you are worried or depressed about something, don't avoid the problem, but confront it. Learn to accept the worst, don't run away from it, face it. Think of those people in an even worse situation. Always remember that you are not alone. And have faith in yourself. My journey has not been easy. And that's what I have learned. One of the most common misconception, in my opinion, is prevention is better than cure. That's true for physical ailments, of course. But in life, it often works the other way in my experience. Much of my life has been a mess on the inside, but on the outside I did make some progress. Not just physics and academics, but exploring new genres in music production and travelling places solo greatly helped me understand and appreciate myself. What I learned was that trying to avoid psychological triggers or prevent negative thoughts was the wrong approach. Instead, after a certain point, I started embracing the negativity and confronting my insecurities head on. That's when my perspective changed. I stopped caring about people, I stopped thinking of myself as a player and turned myself into a referee analyzing the silly game of humans. Indeed at times, we all should take the backseat and analyze everything from a third person perspective. Most people would say that it is important to always be behind the wheel and to be in control of your own life. That's true, but occasionally it is equally important to stop thinking of yourself as an active player and analyze the game from the perspective of the referee. Only then you can spot the patterns of the game. So anyway, I allowed myself to break down multiple times, and cured myself, built myself back from there, stronger each time. And as I look back at some incidents in my life which were very difficult for me when they occurred, it all seems to be a joke today. But all that was needed. Now I can accelerate toward the future as I smile and glance at my past life through the rear-view mirror. I have learned a lot of other things as well. Number one, wait, wait and wait. When I was young, I never thought I could live after the death of my grandfather, such was the bonding between us. But I learned to accept death as I grew up. If I continuously worried about what would happen after my grandfather's death at the time when I was young, I would've wasted my time and found no real solution to the problem. Sometimes, the solution is just to stop thinking and wait. Say you know you will be confronted by a problem after 10 years, and there are 5 possible outcomes. You can either start planning what to do in each of the 5 cases from today, or you can forget about the issue altogether and focus on the present. In the first case, you would waste a lot of time and effort to prepare a plan of action for each of the 5 cases, but you know that only 1 out of the 5 possibilities would actually occur. That means you waste your time and energy on the other 4 cases that never occur. On the other hand, if you focus on the present and build yourself now, after 10 years when the problem would come, you will be better prepared to analyze just the possibility that actually occurs and find a solution then. I have also learned something important about our psychology. Have you ever wondered why we unconsciously get addicted to negative thought patterns? Because, according to me, to some extent we all want pity from others. I don't know if this results from some survival instinct or something else. We use negativity as an excuse to not face reality. But once this starts, it is very difficult to break out of this pattern, and this ultimately leads to anxiety, depression and other mental health issues. There is only one way to break free: not to try to think positive or anything, but to defy your negative thoughts, to analyze the probability of your thoughts actually happening and to reach beyond your breaking point. Negative thoughts take us to a world where the simple truth is hidden from our eyes, and everything in this world appears overly distorted. As long as you are in this world, trying to think positive or watching motivational videos won't help much (at least not in the long run), because whatever you think you are thinking from your distorted perspective. The best thing to do is to convince yourself that this world is just fantasy and shatter the world completely. As an example, some patients suffering from OCD or Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, feel the urge to do something unnecessary, like maybe touching a bottle one more time or something like that, because they think that if they don't do this, something bad will happen. Of course, this is illogical. But to these patients, this is the truth. They don't see the nonsense in this. They are stuck in their distorted view of the world. They need to break out of this world to break out of such thought patterns. How to break out? Confront your thoughts. Intentionally refrain from touching the bottle. And wait. Does something bad happen? No? There, you have it. So yeah, I know it's difficult to shatter this world completely, because this world becomes your home, but once you reach your breaking point, and hopefully things work out in your life, you can get over it yourself. At least, I was able to. And of course, if things turn too serious, you have to seek professional help. So anyway, I just needed to reach my breaking point and completely destroy this world. The world seems more difficult and challenging to me now, but it doesn't anymore scare the shit out of me. I am ready to face it, instead of cowering behind a shield of negativity. Also, given my introverted nature and occasional posts about stuff like nihilism, thriving alone etc., people have asked me whether it’s really healthy to stay alone. I mean, I know that we humans are social creatures and loneliness is a curse to most people. And then there’s all this stuff about increased loneliness and decreased social interaction in people (especially teens). Many research studies, for instance, have claimed that people who are alone and introverted have a higher chance of being sad or depressed and dying early. And I agree that reducing our screen time and increasing our social interaction is extremely important for our mental well-being. But yeah, I don’t think all the claims are true. The methodology and statistical analysis of such kinds of studies are questionable. For one, they might not take everything into account, like the background and medical conditions of the subjects. Then the results are unreliable if the sample space is small. And even if they are true, I would like to point out that loneliness is not being alone. You can be in a crowd and feel lonely, or you can be alone but feel perfectly content. And feeling lonely is an evolutionary trait. When our ancestors used to live in jungles and hunt in groups, they developed this feeling of loneliness, which compelled them to stay in groups, thus increasing their chances of survival. So we have an evolutionary reason for seeking company. But I don’t think we can claim lonely people die early. And coming to happiness and sadness, well they are entirely subjective feelings. I don’t think being alone, in general, leads to poor mental health. I prefer being alone, and I’m perfectly happy with that. I mean, through dedicated effort and talent, you can do some significant and impactful work, and find happiness in that. That is in your hands. But you can't ensure you will have a lot of friends or be loved and "accepted". That is not in your hands. So it's up to you whether to focus on what's in your control or what's not in your control. So if you genuinely feel good alone, that’s alright, you don’t need to force yourself to be extroverted and outgoing. Of course, I’m not asking you to shut yourself up in a room, but there’s nothing wrong in being an introvert. And yeah, definitely reduce your screen time, that has a lot to do with your mental health. And try to spend more time with people, Nature and also yourself. Just try not to get too friendly with the wrong kind of people. Personally, I find it very difficult to maintain a friendly relationship with most people for a long time. Maybe it's my problem, I am not blaming others. But I feel I am happier and much more productive when I am alone, and only interact with people when absolutely necessary. Friendship feels like a burden to me. I have always loved and respected my originality and individuality, and I am happy with myself the way I am, including all aspects of me - both good and bad. I would never change myself just to become acceptable to someone else. I don't care if they praise me or like me, they can't understand me as a person. I like to think of humans as gas particles. The reason I can't remain friends with the same person for long is probably because I am a free particle, devoid of any potential (any deep emotions, basically) and in my most stable state. In a system of gas particles, the particles spontaneously collide with the other particles randomly and keep moving. Two gas particles don't remain together for long if the system is to remain in its highest entropy state. No particle particularly depends on any other particle. That's my philosophy, and that keeps me stable - neither happy nor sad, but always in control. Of course, unlike the gas particles, not all humans are free particles, that's why there are certain problems and unnecessary conflicts, but the best part about being a free particle is that you can dampen any emotional oscillation over time and maintain your equilibrium state, regardless of what people around you do. Of course, a free particle can temporarily experience the influence of a potential, but as long as it's temporary, it's fine. And think about it, most humans don't actually succeed in remaining together for long. If they do stay together, no matter how happy they seem to be outside, it costs a tremendous amount of energy on the inside to not fall apart. So physics is kind of my counsellor, it has helped a lot in improving my mental health - not through medication or conventional therapy, but by a radical shift in my perspective. I have always loved analyzing human behavior, and to do that you have to stop taking others personally. You would no longer try to make others stay in your life even if that means compromising your mental health. You would now try to experiment with different scenarios and try to understand human behavior. Other people simply become subjects of your experiment, they no longer mean anything to you personally, and thus can't hurt you. So what do I mean by experiments in this context? We can't understand the inner structure and properties of everything just by looking at them. We need to subject the object of interest to specific and special conditions, then we can gather information about the object from its reaction to these external conditions. For instance, to study the internal structure of solids using the method of X-ray diffraction, we pass light of specific wavelengths through the crystal at specific angles, and obtain a diffraction pattern, from which information about the structure of the crystal can be obtained. For another instance, in chemical reactions, the presence or absence of certain chemicals can be guessed by subjecting the sample to different reactions and/or processes, like heating. This same approach works for humans. To understand someone's true nature, you need to subject that person to unusual situations and register their reactions. This could be something like behaving strangely with them on purpose (but not in a way that can cause permanent damage, of course). The point is that you can accurately guess someone's true nature only by studying their responses to a variety of different situations, especially the unusual situations. So anyway, these are just some personal experiences and lessons, all of them may not work for you. But all I can say is, whatever you do, never give up on yourself. You will definitely find some way out of the dark days.

24. Just like Einstein’s mantra about the nature of reality was that "God doesn’t play dice with the universe", yours seems to be "Ordered complexity is a fortunate product of random processes". You mention this so many times in your works. What exactly do you mean by this statement?

- By that statement, I mean that the complex and ordered structures that we see in Nature, such as living organisms, are the result of random processes, such as mutations, natural selection and environmental fluctuations. There is no inherent design or purpose behind the emergence of complexity, but rather it is a lucky outcome of randomness. However, an important thing to note here is that we don't really know whether this is randomness in the true sense. This randomness could be deterministic. There are laws that apply to random systems; random doesn’t mean it can’t be studied or understood. In many cases, ordered complexity arise when there is a subtle balance between rules and randomness. For example, a system can evolve following certain rules, but there is some randomness built into those rules. So I think it would be best to add the word "seemingly" before the phrase "random processes". Thus, ordered complexity is a fortunate product of seemingly random processes.

25. You have mentioned the simulation hypothesis in your works and YouTube videos, and one of your song is titled Letter To The Simulator. What are your views on the hypothesis that we are living in a simulation? 

- Well, sometimes I feel like a lot of things around us just don’t add up. Beyond being unacceptable, they simply don’t make any sense. That's when I find it easier to believe we are living in some kind of a simulated world than trying to explain these aspects of the world. I mean, the Earth is a tiny planet spinning away in space for so many years. Even though I am not an expert, but I think it would be very likely for some kind of cosmic disaster - be it a solar flare, a local gamma ray burst or a huge asteroid impact - to strike the Earth. Yet, just like the hero in the movie, the Earth somehow avoids any major catastrophe. Doesn't it seem like we and the Earth are simulated entities in a video game? Well, this is just an idea, obviously I don't cite this as evidence that we are living in a simulation. But yeah, sometimes the question hits hard: Is the reality real? It may be the case that the reality is just a simulation, or an illusion run by our minds. Even your existence is questionable to me – you can be just a part of my illusion. But then, if the reality doesn’t exist, how can you account for the fact that you are, at this very moment, pondering this question? Maybe the external world is somewhat of an illusion, but something must exist, you must exist. What else can account for everything? And even if I assume that I can only account for my existence, then what prevents more people like me from existing? Each and every person can make this same claim – that it is only they who exist. One of the most extreme interpretations would be that it is all part of the story I'm writing, since I have no means of verifying (or feeling) your existence, I can't ever perceive the world from your perspective. So what if you are just a character in my dream? And whatever you do is part of the dream? Speaking of dreams, sometimes, I am seized by this extraordinary thought: What if all my experiences are a part of a long, realistic dream? What if I wake up sometime to find that nothing exists – no Earth, no humans, nothing? Well, we don’t realize that we are dreaming while we dream, do we? We realize after waking up. Perhaps the very fact that I can comprehend this possibility rules out the possibility. Well technically, it is possible to realize that we are dreaming even during a dream (during lucid dreams, more precisely). In the end, all I can say is I exist, and that is all I can comfortably account for. The outside reality? It could be just ideas in my mind, or something else. I don't know. And I don't want to speculate either. The simulation theory is a popular argument, although a very controversial one at the same time. According to the simulation theory, we are living in a simulation, run by a computer. It is likely that everything in our universe follows certain mathematical laws. So, why can't an advanced civilization actually run a simulation of our world on a computer? What if we are already living in a simulation? Some scientists have started devising experiments to test the simulation hypothesis. It is hypothesized that as a simulation runs, over time there must be certain errors or glitches. And the simulators could slightly adjust the fundamental constants of the universe to take care of such glitches. So, maybe we can look for such slight changes, but such changes will be extremely hard to detect, because we are talking about small, really small changes. And also, such experiments, if they succeed, can have a lot of explanations, and don't conclusively prove that we are living in a simulation. It's also true that we actually have no way to conclusively prove that we are not living in a simulated reality. Some would argue that no computer simulation can produce a reality as complex as ours. However, maybe it is not so complex after all. Maybe all that matters is the mind, and it is being simulated to create the illusion of the complex reality. Another interesting thing is that if simulation theory is correct, space and time are not continuous. Why? Because if space and time are continuous, they are infinite (in the sense that they can be divided infinitely) and no finite computing power (no matter how large) can simulate infinity. Many philosophers have wrestled with the question of whether we are living in a simulation. Neuroscience reveals how easily the brain can be fooled into accepting our reality. And the fact that we are capable of dreaming while asleep (and believing in the dream during that time) supports this point. Let us say you dream that you are a butterfly. Upon waking, how do you know that you actually are a human who was dreaming about a butterfly, and not a butterfly dreaming about a human at that very moment? (Of course, it is unlikely that a butterfly could ever dream of being a human, but it need not be a butterfly. You could have dreamt of being another human, for instance.) As for my song Letter to the Simulator, yes the title and lyrics were inspired by the simulation hypothesis. Although in the song the simulator can also be thought of as an embodiment of all the obstacles in the path of someone who wants to break free from the lies that are put in place by the system and society, and achieve something that is meaningful to them, and in the letter to the simulator, this person challenges the simulator to make the journey even more difficult, they would still find a way to break free from the simulation.

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