Yes I know I oughta be sorry

Vision blurry, death coming early

Things never worked out for me

Never fell into place for me

 

You weren't yourself. That's your problem

 

I wasn't myself, I was lured

Always assured, but never cured

I wasn't myself and that does matter

Does it not? You know better

 

Just shut up and go away

 

Yeah, I wish I could take a detour

I always mourn, life is sour

A small detour from life usual

But to stay afloat, back to normal

 

Stop being in this state. Do something

 

I wasn't myself, I was lured

Always assured, but never cured

I wasn't myself and that does matter

Does it not? You know better

 

That's not a solution. You can't give up

 

Training myself to perceive

Bad as good, lift my mood

Slowly preparing for the worst

And enjoying every bit of it

 

I've had enough. Do whatever you want

 

Oh, give up resistance

Give in to the flow of life

I will let things go on

 

Oh, give up resistance

Give in to the flow of life

So come on let's do a high five

 

I wasn't myself, I was lured

Always assured, but never cured

I wasn't myself and that does matter

Does it not? You know better

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